Young competitors find their muse in Shakespeare
The holding room is swimming with unsettled nerves and raging teen hormones.
"My first instinct is to run," says 15-year-old Jessie Griffeth, the youngest competitor in the English-Speaking Union's High School Shakespeare competition. "If I don't run, I'm OK."
They make small talk even though they don't know one another, a nervous exercise, in part, to show that one doesn't think he or she is better than anyone else.
It's also to cope with the realization that they are about to pour out their souls to an audience of discerning strangers. The winner competes nationally in New York.
If they can simply finish, well, that's success, too.
They come to the Warehouse Theatre, the proving ground for this particular evening, from different places and stations in life but with one thing in common: A poet who lived 400 years ago has changed their lives.
One, eventual winner Mary Catalanotto of Clover, is a student at the Governor's School for the Arts.
Some are aspiring actors — their "ands" sounds like "ends." This is their chance to have professionals assess their dream in an unusual, rap-battle-like competitive setting.
Others, though, are here only because their love for Shakespeare is what gets them through the maze of adolescence. Nothing more.
While most teens find their poetry in Eminem cleaning out his closet, these kids are more inspired by Hamlet's anxious indecision.
Speaking to teens
Whether it's a story of love denied or a sharp-tongued character dissing another with language that would be profane if condensed to a single word, Shakespeare speaks to what makes teens what they are: moody, idealistic, confused.
"You can feel his pain and it corresponds to your pain; that's what's so beautiful about it," says Fermnell Dowell, a junior at Riverside High, where he's a running back on the football team.
He's among the 15 local students competing this night, all of whom earned a place here by winning preliminary competitions at their own high schools.
Dowell does a goose-bump-raising rendition of "Othello," when the Moor realizes he has been tricked into killing his love and slays himself.
There is something moving, it seems, in a handsome, nervously outgoing jock suddenly transforming into a character so tragic.
"These plays are about young people," says Dr. John Crabtree, a professor emeritus of English at Furman University, who calmed and advised the students before the competition.
After all, Hamlet was a college student who came home for his dad's funeral, and the angst of the young lovers in "A Midsummer Night's Dream" and "Romeo and Juliet" speaks to youth of any generation, Crabtree says.
To know that hormones and nerves are forcing some of them to hesitate or forget their lines makes the marriage of youth and Shakespeare all the more magnificent a thing to behold, he says.
"An actor and an athlete have a lot in common," Crabtree says. "They're saying, 'I have something here worth watching, now watch me.' It's quite frightening."
The competitors are well aware of this before they take center stage. The deep breaths they suck in hint at the buzzing that must be going on in their stomachs.
Alyssa Dimatteo, a J.L. Mann junior, shrugs it off as "performance energy." Dimatteo, who also attends the Fine Arts Center, says she wants to be a professional actress.
She looks and sounds the part, dressed confidently but conservatively, pronouncing every "T" distinctly in ordinary conversation.
Amy Bryant doesn't have the same credentials. She's a junior at Travelers Rest High, or "TR," where the "R" usually brings out of its students a distinct Southern drawl like the one Bryant has.
Bryant wants to be a veterinarian, and in some way, she looks the part of an outsider.
Her jet black hair contrasts with her pale skin and heavily painted, blue eyelids. The multiple ear piercings add to the image, but it's all disarmed with an engaging, braced-tooth smile.
She believes others at her school were more deserving, but if she's here, she's going to give it her best.
"I just want to prove to myself that I can do it," she says.
Bryant later proves to be a crowd favorite, not for her technical skill, but because of her zeal for the part she plays, the comical Thisbe in "A Midsummer Night's Dream."
Beaudelaire Garraud, a junior at Berea, might not look the part of a Shakespearean actor.
When Garraud's father, Marc, moved to New York from Haiti years ago, he spoke only Creole.
Marc says he named his son Beaudelaire because it was his middle name and his father, who was killed in Haiti when Marc was 3, loved the poetry of Charles Beaudelaire.
Marc is a jazz musician, but never cared much for Shakespeare. Beau, as he affectionately calls his son, found Shakespeare himself growing up in a Bronx ghetto, forsaking television to read the poet's works.
"You know, he's weird," Marc says, throwing up his hands to signify how he steps back and allows his son to find his own way. "I'm like, 'You've got the Shakespeare, man.'"
Beau, by his own account, is a quiet, analytical type and a serious perfectionist. His father searches for the right word as he watches his cherub-faced son try to strike up a conversation with the other competitors. The word finally comes: "introvert."
"I like to watch people; Shakespeare does that with words," says Beau.
His slight Creole/New York accent amalgam goes well with a flawless recital of Sonnet 116.
It's in Shakespeare's words that Beau says he finds the language to describe how he sees people. On the bus one day, he scolded an irritating girl: "Get thee to a nunnery!"
She was perplexed, to say the least.
He likes Macbeth, particularly the comical character of the porter. To find humor wrapped into one of the most depressing works of literature reminds him a bit of teenage life, he says.
"It'll be really terrible and something funny will happen, and then it's, like, I don't feel like smiling, but I'm going to smile." And then he does.
Dowell, the running back, says he can find no better way to secure a date. "He's smooth with the ladies," Dowell says, half-joking but maybe a little more than half-serious. "If you quote Shakespeare, it just touches a woman's heart."
Catalanotto says she loses herself in the language. She prefers to think of Shakespeare as "400 years young."
"It's a language in which you said exactly what you meant," says Catalanotto, who wants to go into broadcasting. "There's something about that that's really wonderful. It almost makes me hurt for today, that we can't come across that beautifully with our speech."
Love, above all else, seems to resonate with these teens. "A 14-year-old girl reading 'Romeo and Juliet' is going to understand and be able to say, 'I feel that way,'" says Dimatteo, the J.L. Mann and Fine Arts Center student.
And it's difficult for her to imagine anyone missing out. "Shakespeare definitely has a stigma," Dimatteo says, referring to students who are reluctant to decipher elevated text.
"Like anything, if you only know the stereotype, then you probably won't fall in love with it. We're not like a separate breed of people. I mean, we are teenagers. We just found a different love."